it's the losing game


i lost
my losing part again

i know i ought not to do that . but i had
nothing i can do
i know it from the very beginning

it's natural, but still hurts
sailing in sorrow
from the day to night
from the hand to painting

work for myself,
guide my sprit
develope my soul

to be happy,
to be great,

is the only way
to fill my losing part
of my life